And when you realize that
their activities are shabby, that their vocations are petrified and no longer
connected with life, why not then continue to look upon it all as a child
would, as if you were looking at something unfamiliar, out of the depths of
your own solitude, which is itself work and status and vocation? Why should you
want to give up a child's wise not-understanding in exchange for defensiveness
and scorn, since not-understanding is, after all, a way of being alone, whereas
defensiveness and scorn are participation in precisely what, by these means,
you want to separate yourself from.
Think, dear Sir, of the world
that you carry inside you, and call this thinking whatever you want to: a
remembering of your own childhood or a yearning toward a future of your own -
only be attentive to what is arising within you, and place that above
everything you perceive around you. What is happening on your innermost self is
worthy of your entire love; somehow you must find a way to work at it, and not
lose too much time or too much courage in clarifying your attitude toward
people.