A spiteful scar crossed his face: an
ash-colored and nearly perfect arc that creased his temple at one tip and his
cheek at the other.
His real name is of no importance, everyone
in called him the
Englishman from La Cardoso, the owner
of those fields refused to sell them: I understand that the Englishman resorted
to an unexpected argument: he to the secret of the
scar. The Englishman came from the border, from Rio Grande del Sur; there are
many who say that in Brazil he had been a smuggler. The were overgrown
with grass, the waterholes brackish; the Englishman, in order to correct those
deficiencies, worked fully as hard as
They say that he was severe to the point of
cruelty, but scrupulously just. They say also that he drank: a few a year he locked
himself into an upper room, not to emerge until two or three days later as if
from a battle or from vertigo, pale, trembling, confused and as authoritarian
as ever. I remember the glacial eyes, the energetic leanness, the gray
mustache. He had no dealings with anyone; it is a fact that his Spanish was
rudi- and cluttered with
Brazilian. Aside from a letter or some
pamphlet he received no mail.
The last time I through
the northern provinces, a sudden overflowing of the stream
compelled me to spend the night at La Within a few
moments, I seemed to sense that my appearance was inopportune, I tried to
ingratiate myself with the Englishman; I resorted to the least discerning of
passions: patriotism. I claimed as invincible a country with
such spirit as My
companion agreed. but added with a smile that he not
English. He was from Hungarian.
Having said this, he stopped short, as if he
had revealed a secret.
dinner we went
outside to look at the sky. It had cleared up, but beyond the low hills the
southern sky, streaked and by was conceiving
another storm. Into the cleared up dining room the boy who had served dinner
brought a bottle of rum. We drank for some time, in silence.
I don't know what time it must have been when
I observed that I was drunk; I don't know what tedium made me mention the scar.
or what exultation
or The Englishman's face changed its expression; for a few seconds I thought he
was going to throw me out of the house. At length he said in his normal voice: tell you the
history of my scar under one that of not
mitigating one bit of the opprobrium, of the infamous circumstances."
I agreed. is
the story that he told me, mixing his English with Spanish, and even with
Portuguese: 1922, in one of
the cities of I was one of the
many who were conspiring for the independence of ireland.
Of my comrades, some are sell living,
dedicated to peaceful pursuits; others, paradoxically, are fighting on desert
and sea under the English flag; another, the most worthy, died in the courtyard
of a barracks, at dawn, shot by men filled with sleep; still others (not the
most unfortunate) met their destiny in the anonymous and almost secret battles
of the civil war. We were Republicans, Catholics; we were, I suspect,
Romantics. Ireland was for us not only the utopian future and the intolerable
present; it was a bitter and cherished mythology, it was the circular towed and
the red marshes, it was the repudiation of Parnell and the enormous epic poems
which sang of the robbing of bulls which in another incarnation were heroes and
in others fish and mountains . . . One afternoon I will never forget, an
affiliate from Munster joined us: one John Vincent Moon.
"He was scarcely twenty years old. He
was slender and flaccid at the same time; he gave the uncomfortable impression
of being invertebrate. He had studied with fervor and with nearly every page
of Lord knows what Communist manual; he made use of dialectical materialism to
put an end to any discussion
whatever. The reasons one can have for hating
another man, or for loving him, are infinite: Moon reduced the history of the
universe to a sordid economic He affirmed that
the revolution was predestined to succeed. I told him that for a gentleman should be . . . Night had
already fallen; we continued our in hall, on the
stilts, then along the vague streets. The judgments Moon emitted impressed me
less than his irrefutable, note. The new
comrade did not discuss: he dictated opinions with scorn and with a certain
anger.
we were arriving
at the outlying houses, a sudden burst of gunfire stunned us. (Either before or
afterwards we the blank wall of
a factory or barracks.) We moved into an unpaved street; a soldier, huge in the
firelight, came out of a burning hut.
Crying out, he ordered us to stop. I
quickened my pace; my companion did not follow. I turned around: John Vincent
Moon was motionless, fascinated, as if energized by fear. I then ran back and
knocked the soldier to the ground with one blow, shook Vincent Moon, insulted
him and ordered him to follow. I had to take him by the the passion of
fear had rendered him helpless. We into the night
pierced by A volley reached out
for us, and a bullet nicked Moon's right shoulder; as we were amid pines, he
broke out in weak sobbing.
that fall of 1923
I had taken shelter in General Berkeley's country house. The general (whom I
had never seen) was carrying out some administrative assignment or other in
Bengal; the house was less than a century old, but it was decayed and shadowy
and flourished in corridors and in antechambers. The
museum and the huge library usurped the first controversial and books which in
some the history of the nineteenth century; scimitars
manner are along whose
captured arcs there seemed to persist still the wind and violence of battle. We
entered (I seem to recall) through the rear. Moon, trembling, his mouth
parched, murmured that the events of the night were interesting I
dressed his wound and brought him a cup of tea; I was able to determine that
his was superficial.
Suddenly he stammered in
bewilderment: know, you ran a terrible
-
- - -
I told him not to worry about it. (The habit
of the civil war had incited me to act is I did; besides, the capture of a
single member could endanger our cause.)
the following day
Moon had recovered his poise. He cepted a cigarette
and me to a severe
interrogation on the resources of our
revolutionary His questions were
very lucid; I told him that the situation
was serious. Deep bursts of rifle agitated the
south. I told Moon our comrades were waiting for us. My overcoat and my
revolver were in my room; when I returned, I found Moon stretched out on the
sofa, his eyes closed. He imagined he had a fever; he invoked a painful spasm
in his shoulder.
"At that moment I understood that his
cowardice was irreparable. I clumsily entreated him to take care of himself and
went out. This frightened man me, as if I were
the coward, not Vincent Moon. Whatever one man does, it is as if all men did
it. For that reason it is not unfair that one -
disobedience in a garden should contaminate all humanity; for
that reason it is not unjust that the crucifixion of a
single Jew should be sufficient to save it. Perhaps Schopenhauer was right. I
am all other men, any man is all men, Shakespeare is in some manner the
miserable John Vincent Moon.
days we spent in the general's enormous house. Of the
agonies and the successes of the war I shall
not speak: I propose to relate the history of the scar that me. In my memory,
those nine days form only a single day , save for the next to the
last, when our men broke into a barracks and we were able to avenge
precisely the sixteen comrades who had been machine- gunned in Elphin. I
slipped out of the house towards dawn, in the confusion of daybreak. At
Highball I was back. My companion was waiting for me upstairs: his wound did
not permit him to descend to the ground floor. I recall him having some volume
of strategy in his hand, F. N. Maude or weapon I prefer is
the he confessed to me
one night.
He inquired into our plans; he liked to
censure them or revise He also was
accustomed to denouncing 'our deplorable economic basis'; dogmatic and gloomy,
he predicted the disastrous end. he murmured. In
order to show that he was indifferent to being a physical magnified
agonies to relate the
his mental days elapsed.
the tenth day the
city fell definitely to the Black and Tans. Tall, silent horsemen patrolled the
roads; ashes and smoke rode on the wind; on the corner I saw a corpse thrown to
the ground, an Impression less firm in my memory than that of a dummy on which
the soldiers endlessly practiced their marksmanship, the
middle of the square . . . I had left when dawn was in the sky, before noon I
returned. Moon, in the library, was with someone; the
tone of his voice told me he was on the telephone.
Then I heard my name; then that I would at
seven; then, the suggestion that they should arrest me as I was the garden. My fiend was
reasonably selling me out. I heard him demand guarantees of personal safety.
my story is
confused and becomes lost. I know that I the
informer along the black, halls and along
deep stairways of dizziness. Moon knew the very
well, much better than I. One or two times I lost him. I him before the
soldiers stopped me. From one of the general's collections of arms I tore a with that half
moon I into his face
forever a half moon of blood. Borges, to you, a I
made confession. Your
contempt does not me so much.''
his mental arrogance. In
this
way, for good or for bad, nine days elapsed.
Here the stopped.
I noticed that his hands were
I asked him.
collected his
Judas money and to That after- noon,
in the square, he saw a dummy shot up by some drunken men.
I waited in vain for the rest of the story.
Finally I told him to go on.
Then a sob went through his body; and with a gentleness he
pointed to the whitish curved scar.
don't believe he stammered. you see that I
carry written on my face the mark of my infamy? I have told you the story thus
so that you would hear me to the end. I denounced the man who protected I am Vincent Moon.
Now despise To E. H. M
Translated by D. A. Y.